Fog

So as I headed to my car from class tonight there was thick layer of fog that had just touched everything on the campus. Sometimes I like fog. Tonight though was not one of those occasions. My car was not cooperating with me as I drove home and I prayed all the way home that I would make it home in one piece. Then as I looked around I noticed how the fog glides across the roadways, and in and out of the lights. I noticed that it touches the valleys and misses the hills. Its amazing how it settles and then moves all at once.
Then I started thinking about what God does for us, and how he settles into our hearts, He reaches for those low lying areas and moves them ever so slowly. He hold our hand as He moves this ugliness around and makes it dance and sway into something beautiful and gracious.
So then I thought how I would love for God to take a hold of all the low areas in my life, and move them around and make them sway and move, molding them into the way my life needs to be.
What a deep thought for the night.

Out of control

I feel like my life is spiraling out of control. The one thing that drives me crazy is my house. IT IS AWFUL. I seem never to get a handle on it. Even when I was a stay at home mom I could never get my house clean or it to stay clean. And I would work at it.I have piles of clean clothes and they need to be put up but then I dont have the time to put them up. I feel like ALL I do is run run run.
When I am not at school, I am at baseball practice, when I am not at practice I am running errands. I am never home.
I need to get a grip and take control of my home. My kids need to have a clean home and so do I. Before I pull my hair out.

I am also starting to really worry about K not finding work. It has been almost 6 months and he has only had 1 interview. I know it is hard times, and I know I need to pray more about our situation. I just dont want to loose our home, even with it being messy.

A breath of fresh air

I went for a study group this afternoon. I instead got a breath of fresh air sent to me by an angel of God. I have been given this wonderful group of ladies friends, and one of these sweet ladies took my hands and said, focus on GOD. You are all dried up inside, Focus on God.
She prayed with me, cried with me and tell me she just LOVED ME.
I am thankful for her, she is truly a gift from GOD.

Hello

I have noticed that I have a place for my family adventures. But I do not have any place for just thoughts. So I have started this to have a place to write thoughts and saying. A place to encourage myself and others along the way. Here we go!