I feel like my life is spiraling out of control. The one thing that drives me crazy is my house. IT IS AWFUL. I seem never to get a handle on it. Even when I was a stay at home mom I could never get my house clean or it to stay clean. And I would work at it.I have piles of clean clothes and they need to be put up but then I dont have the time to put them up. I feel like ALL I do is run run run.
When I am not at school, I am at baseball practice, when I am not at practice I am running errands. I am never home.
I need to get a grip and take control of my home. My kids need to have a clean home and so do I. Before I pull my hair out.
I am also starting to really worry about K not finding work. It has been almost 6 months and he has only had 1 interview. I know it is hard times, and I know I need to pray more about our situation. I just dont want to loose our home, even with it being messy.
When I am not at school, I am at baseball practice, when I am not at practice I am running errands. I am never home.
I need to get a grip and take control of my home. My kids need to have a clean home and so do I. Before I pull my hair out.
I am also starting to really worry about K not finding work. It has been almost 6 months and he has only had 1 interview. I know it is hard times, and I know I need to pray more about our situation. I just dont want to loose our home, even with it being messy.
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