Sounds

My moods have been very wild the last couple of day.
I do not know what is going on.
But I just want to spend countless hours writing everything down.
Today, I have been cleaning my bedroom.
The one room in the house that is used the most but only for sleep.
I have the window open,
I love the sounds I hear.
Boys laughing.
Steve laughing
leaves crunching
Birds chirping
Dogs playing
Chatter
music
I love the sounds of the world around me.
Especially when it is peaceful.

These are a few of my favorite things;

I love This song.
" Rain drops on rose and whiskers on kittens,
Bright cooper kettles and warm woolen mittens."

I was thinking of this today. And I thought of my favorite things:
Warm fires
My boys
Smiles
Baby toes
A good book
and a warm blanket.
I love to bake goodies and feed my family and friends.
I love good music, music with feeling.
I Love the holidays and the memories of yesterday.
These are a few of my favorite things.
I know I could go on and on.

My friends remember the good stuff.
Cherish the memories.

I take 2 steps forward, and 2 steps back.

You remember that song don't you?
By Paula Abdul.
No, I am not talking about the "Opposites Attract" part. Just the motions.
Right now I am at one of those cross roads. Though my journey in school really has just begun.
I find that I am at a place where if I do not step back, I would be hurting myself and my goal.
Its not really where I want to be, but it is where I am at.
I am going to have to repeat some of the classes that I have just taken.
Now to get to the simple part, but the one that makes me swallow my pride. I am going to have to Audit a class ASL 2 and repeat ASL 3. I lost something along the way. And to make sure I get it right. I have to repeat steps 2 and 3.
Though my heart is sad and my pride is hurt. I know that it is the right move for me.
In the long run for everyone. I look at the goal, the bigger picture. And though it is slowing becoming bigger. Sometimes it has to look a little smaller as well.