Tuesday, November 10, 2009

I take 2 steps forward, and 2 steps back.

You remember that song don't you?
By Paula Abdul.
No, I am not talking about the "Opposites Attract" part. Just the motions.
Right now I am at one of those cross roads. Though my journey in school really has just begun.
I find that I am at a place where if I do not step back, I would be hurting myself and my goal.
Its not really where I want to be, but it is where I am at.
I am going to have to repeat some of the classes that I have just taken.
Now to get to the simple part, but the one that makes me swallow my pride. I am going to have to Audit a class ASL 2 and repeat ASL 3. I lost something along the way. And to make sure I get it right. I have to repeat steps 2 and 3.
Though my heart is sad and my pride is hurt. I know that it is the right move for me.
In the long run for everyone. I look at the goal, the bigger picture. And though it is slowing becoming bigger. Sometimes it has to look a little smaller as well.

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