Tuesday

Its Tuesday, nothing special about today. It is just a day. I am sitting here wanting to do something other than twiddle my thumbs and stare out the windows. So writing seemed to be a good option. But my thoughts are interrupted, so I tend not to think. Not to much anyway. I am beginning to worry, not that that is already a trait that is well within my normal standards. But my worries are now beginning to manifest into restless nights and anxieties about our future. My husband has been unemployed now for 6 months. It has been six very long months, though my children have benefited from him being at home. I grow an ulcer, no not really.
It just feels like it.
I know I need to have more faith than i do. So if you have sat down and read these lines of mine. Please take a moment to pray for us. That God will guide my family, and that a job for my husband will open its doors. That it will be something he can be proud of. And that it will allow him to be apart of the family life he has begun to enjoy.