So there have been a few many questions that have been rumbling through my mind. I am a different person than I was six months ago, I am now a full time employee,a full time wife, a full time mother, a 3/4 time student, a friend, a daughter, and the list goes on and on.
I AM OVERWHELMED!
I have started to feel that I am failing at quite a few of my job titles as of late.
When I get home from work I have spent my day working not very hard, but I seem to be too tired to do anything. But shouldn't it be the other way around. Should I not be as tired as I am to be a better someone?
I know that I am a good Mother, I love my children with my whole being, but am I being a good parent by letting things continue when I need certain things to be different?
WHY DO I HAVE TO SETTLE FOR THINGS TO BE ONE WAY WHEN I NEED AND WANT THEM TO BE DIFFERENT?
Why do I have to have no control over things that truly are in my job description. Is it because I am not as strong as I think I am, or that I choose to not fight hard enough for what I know in my own heart to be right?
It is some major time for some soul searching.
It is time to decide if I am going to start doing what I know to be right in my heart.
I AM OVERWHELMED!
I have started to feel that I am failing at quite a few of my job titles as of late.
When I get home from work I have spent my day working not very hard, but I seem to be too tired to do anything. But shouldn't it be the other way around. Should I not be as tired as I am to be a better someone?
I know that I am a good Mother, I love my children with my whole being, but am I being a good parent by letting things continue when I need certain things to be different?
WHY DO I HAVE TO SETTLE FOR THINGS TO BE ONE WAY WHEN I NEED AND WANT THEM TO BE DIFFERENT?
Why do I have to have no control over things that truly are in my job description. Is it because I am not as strong as I think I am, or that I choose to not fight hard enough for what I know in my own heart to be right?
It is some major time for some soul searching.
It is time to decide if I am going to start doing what I know to be right in my heart.
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